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08-02-08 08:44 AM - Post#468552
Hi Kim,
it's not so much me as the ancient set up hardware/software combo I presently operate with 
St. Louis .....hmmm, nice! I am in the outback of the world, LOL. It has some basic advantages though, like clean water and clean air, restful 'old' nature, far from the madding crowd. 
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0061648/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Far_From_the_Mad ding_Crowd
I say, my present journey is as much about research as the training itself. I have to do things differently this time around. What I mean is that previously the incentive came from outside or from inner lack of acceptance of myself. What is different now is that the motivation is on the inside.
This is what I meant a little while back here on the log (that Scott commented on) = feeling of being in the body.
In my case I heard the message first when my shoulder became corrupt a year ago, realizing it has to be 'me with the body'. Effort yes, but no fight. The functionality comes first. It's like starting over from ground zero. Count in the conflicting or confusing feed back of the experts.
Often I think my WO looks better on paper than IRL 
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